Girls trip! Or...guilt trip?

Eggs 'N Thing - Guam. Miss Banana Splits Pole Fitness Blog and Magazine

It's just been an awful week food wise. Old indulgences and habits have crept back into my life. Mm crepes. Sour cream. Processed meat. Cheese. Chips. Chocolate. Yuuum! 

It's tiring spending all day everyday feeling guilty for what I've eaten...so instead I cut myself some slack, and binge. 

Jamaican Grill - Guam. Miss Banana Splits Pole Fitness Blog and Magazine

I was doing so well till I went on a girls trip to Guam where we had to try all Guam had to offer culinarily. Why is that so bad!? Macadamia pancakes. Jamaican BBQ. Chamorro Seafood...And Burger King. Macdonalds. Gushers. Fruit Loops. Yuuum. (we don't have American candy where we're from) Why can't my body just handle what and how much I eat? Why do I need to portion control and filter everything I eat! It's frustrating! 

Yet. I've never been as intentionally slim as I have been this past year. I used to just be young. But as I continued to eat like a carefree teenager into my twenties I started to get...thick. And with no practice, dieting was confusing and ineffective. Maybe this is it...I'm destined to be thick. My face is good enough...right?

But I've finally found my jam after years of research and frustrating experimentation. I'm so proud of myself that I will reward myself with a week of burgers, pizza, chips, fries, baked potatoes and more! ...sigh. No, It's ok! I'll just get back into my jam when I've decide it's time to! Mmm jam.

Oh and Guam was amazing! Food was awesome ;D

Jeff's Pirate Cove - Guam. Miss Banana Splits Pole Fitness Blog and Magazine

Terry's Local Comfort Food - Guam. Miss Banana Splits Pole Fitness Blog and Magazine